Warning: Some cursing.
Ok, this I find actually hilarious… Grayheart and Raggedy Ann are going to go see “Beauty & The Beast” here on New Year’s Day. (Yes, another email confirmation I found.) I mean, seriously?! When I found out he was hooking up with a 25 year old girl I didn’t think he’d actually be going to see Disney musicals with her!
So, you idiot, will you buy her cotton candy for the show? Will you hold hands and stare lovingly into each others eyes when Belle’s icy demeanor softens towards the Beast? Will Raggedy wear a bib at dinner? Shoot, should I start an online petition on change.org to see if Disney will commit to a “Little Mermaid” musical as well?
Look, I love Disney. I love Beauty and the Beast. I love Alan Menken. I’m just saying it’s all too funny that a 40 year old man will be taking his 25 year old girlfriend to see a Disney show. (No offense to my 20 something buds out there… just let me be mean for a moment, please?) He should be taking his 5 year old daughter to see this, not the Whore.
Once again, Grayheart, you prove to me you are a fucking idiot.
*I used the image from the theater itself. It seemed like the most ridiculous picture I could find. But if you’re in Miami and interested in seeing the show, go to http://www.arshtcenter.org.
Divorce With Me 
Ohmigawd that was hilarious! Let it out girl! haha oh the whore……
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Sigh… I hate her. I hate him. I fricking hate love. But i can say that i think i feel a whole hell of a lot better than i did 4 or 3 months ago. Surviving instead of dying inside!
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Good! It’s all about baby steps, I’m almost a year out and still have a lot of hate, anger and sadness. Somedays I’m great and othets I’m a hot mess!
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Anger, sadness, hurt… I still carry them all. On saturday i actually went through numbness. I overhead him tell his whore “bye, love you” when he didnt know i heard him quickly talk to her outsidr. I suspected this revelation had happened and felt nothing. I actually went numb. Then the next day I was in a funk. BUT, there’s been nothing worse (feeling wise) than those first few months. Everything is shitty still but that soul crushing acute pain, that heaviness, actual pain from grief… Man, i dont wish that on anyone. I suppose if he gets married to her or gets her pregnant, I’d have that huge stab again.
Now, i’m just angry and want to exact revenge and then sad and then bitter… It’s all masking just what it is: hurt. Hurt profoundly.
Ok, i ranted, sorry!
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Oh I rant all the time. I agree that pain was so bad I would never wish it on anyone (except the men who did this to us). I feel like those stabs may keep coming but every time they will hurt less and less.
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Yes, except to them and their bitches…
The stabs will keep coming, definitely. There’s just less “unscarred” skin to stab over time. The wounds wont be as fresh and our skin will be thicker. But lord jesus! Beware next real love! They’re not even going to know what to so with me! It’ll be tougher than Ft Knox to get through this coat of armor!
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I think even at close to a year and all you feel, it sounds like you actively work to make it better. Kudos to you for being strong and independent even during the toughest times. ❤️
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Well, hopefully I’m not just bottling it all up inside!
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That’s why blogging helps, i think… Anonymous people, no one really knowing people enough to truly judge, lots of support from nice folks. Let it flow freely as you want! 🙂
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Re: “If he gets her pregnant”- that’s what happened with my ex husband, When he was still hardly showing up for his mandatory monitored visitations, less than a year after our divorce was finalized, he got his girlfriend (who he was seeing before we stopped living together) pregnant. It was a nasty pain and it was embarrassing to be so angry because I didn’t love him like that anymore. But he was a shitty dad and he did it again and I couldn’t believe it! UGH. Sorry, /end rant
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Kelsie- i cannot even imagine the wounds that situation opens at such a difficult time. What a shitty thing on so many levels. I do hope that i avoid that pain but who knows anymore?
And please rant away anytime!! ❤️
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