My new pack of birth control pills went to the junk drawer today. I didn’t throw them away because I felt guilty doing so but they’re tossed somewhere in between foot powder and the fifty different trial sized bottles of shampoo and body wash that I’ve collected from hotel stays over the last few years. (Hotels be upping their toiletry game these days! Asprey’s, L’Occitane, Peter Thomas Roth… Must keeps!)
What does this mean? It means I’m committed to the fact that Grayheart and I are really done. No slip ups, no excuses, no safety nets. (I sure as hell DO NOT want to get pregnant so abstinence it is.)
So I say hello to a lonely, celibate year for 2015. I am working on truly healing and don’t need the complication of any other men in my life.
(I’m really hoping I stick to this!!)
Celibate or not, praying 2015 is far from lonely for you!
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Thank you, Mitch! I think I’m at least off to a good start with my beautiful children. 🙂
I wish you a wonderful 2015! May it bring us all lots of fulfillment! 😊
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I felt the same way during my divorce! I wasn’t so good at the celibacy thing, but I did a lot of healing during the time that I was. Good luck to you in 2015!
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Thanks, Kelsie! Was wondering how you’ve been.
Let’s see how i do… Lol! Healing is my goal. 🙂
Thanks for the well wishes for the new year. Same to you!
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The holidays had me running around like a mad woman! Happy to be back to blogging. Thanks!
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